You have not lost your way. You are not supposed to be more organized, more funny, more talented, more of anything the enemy is telling you that you need to be more of. You are not failing and you are not disappointing……not when you are resting in Him. Not when you stop to listen and know the sound of His voice. You are made to soar! Stop pondering the ways you need to do life differently. Stop second-guessing where God is and what He loves doing with you. He made you so amazing and beautiful! Go forward saying yes to situations where you have to rely on God, you will see more of yourself and life with Him will make more sense.