God wants to be with you. He is not obligated to love you because He is your Father, it’s not something He has to do. But He does. God chooses to be with you, to love you and to be your strength. He can deepen your belief in His love and He can help your unbelief. So do not despair. Some things you can not control, and isn’t that better? So, what do you want to tell Him? What do you want to ask Him? He loves spending time with you.